In the intricate dance of life, I stumbled upon photography as a serendipitous companion, unknowingly embarking on a profound journey of self-discovery. Initially just an instrument capturing the external world, the lens gradually became a transformative medium through which I explored the contours of my authentic self. This essay is a reflective narrative of how… Read More Discovering Authenticity Through A Camera Lens
I find myself captivated by an unlikely yet enchanting comparison—the unassuming moss and a mother’s boundless love. As I embark on this exploration, I am drawn to the nuanced similarities between these seemingly disparate entities, which weave threads of resilience, nurturing essence, and timeless beauty into the intricate fabric of existence. Resilience: Moss’s Patient Endurance… Read More Nature’s Resilience, Nurturing Essence, and Timeless Beauty
“Allowing attachments to people/things create a compulsive addiction in us to be controlling. This “control” (fueled by fear of loss) fools us into a false sense of security and love.” ― Gary Hopkins “Is it real or is it Memorex?” was a popular advertising slogan from the early 80s – some 43 years ago – for… Read More Am I Fake?
Today’s a big day for me in my ministry. Today is the day that I decided to lead and teach and preach according to my theology. In my theology there is no conflict in my theology I believe very much did the Lord teaches us about inclusion not exclusion. I’m afraid that it seems like… Read More Recovering Evangelical
My journey towards embracing my identity as a queer pastor has been a difficult one, marked by internal conflicts, external pressures, and profound spiritual questioning. The difficulties I have faced have been both deeply personal and intrinsically tied to my role as a spiritual leader. Needless to say, the challenges I’ve encountered while coming out… Read More Coming Out in Faith
Self-love, a concept that I once dismissed as cliché or even self-indulgent, has recently taken on a newfound importance in my life. It’s a journey that has transformed the way I see myself, the way I relate to others, and how I navigate the world. In the past, I often placed the needs and expectations… Read More My Journey to Discover My Worth
With the help of a therapist, I have discovered that living as a closeted transgender individual has caused me to experience codependency in various ways. It’s important to note that not all closeted transgender individuals experience codependency, but there are common factors and dynamics that can contribute to this correlation, which can be experienced by… Read More Codependancy Tendencies
I had the most amazing grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup for dinner tonight. It was just me for dinner, so I wanted something simple. After an awful couple of weeks filled with betrayal, illness, and broken relationships, this was precisely the comfort food I needed. I realized that there are some things that remind… Read More Old Dying to Live NEW
In an era where information dissemination is at the fingertips of billions, the power of words has never been more apparent. The evolution of communication technology has facilitated the rapid spread of ideas, opinions, and unfortunately, falsehoods. At times, these falsehoods take the form of slanderous statements, designed to tarnish an individual’s reputation and inflict… Read More “They lied about me and…”
Driving down I-95 this past Saturday, I sat quietly praying to God how I would handle some toxic relationships in my life. Post-pandemic, many are feeling their emotions and looking to blame another for whatever ails them. As a pastor, I am feeling not only my congregation’s anxieties, but have been processing my own as… Read More Be True
Jesus said… “I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” (John 13:34-35 NRSV) I cleaned out my closet yesterday. I did so because my… Read More Love One Another
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